Alot Has Gone Down With Me
So it's been quite some time since my last journal. Alot has been going down with me and my personal life and I'm not gonna bored you guys with too much of it so I'll keep it simple and give you all an update on everything:
First off, I am still working at Goodwill. Heading into my fourth year hopefully November 2nd of this year. I have seen people come and go from co-workers to managers and assistant managers you name em. And I am still there. I'm being dubbed as "the face that runs the place" because honestly, I'm the most reliable person they need right now to keep things a float there.
Next off and I really don't want to talk about it too much but it needs to be address. Yes it is true, Ashley and I are no longer in a relationship due to basically trust issues and other stuff. EmmasVarietyArts has more details on it with her journal... sooooo... yeah it was getting too much to handle and I really didn't want to break up with her but didn't really see a point in trying to reason with her or keep giving her chance after chance after chances to fix her problems and issues with certain people so we just broke it off. Now we will still remain friends but as far as relationships are concerned, I am just done with it for a long while and mainly focusing on my job and other stuff (which for the most part I do anyways). To me, being 35 years old, I have tried and tried and tried and have failed so many times with relationships that it's just a back burner in my life at this point. I have on fur affinity put my relationship status as "soul searching" because honestly, I would rush into one and all would seem like it's going great and then a couple of months later (at the minimum), either I mess things up or my girlfriend mess things up or both of us do and honestly, I'm just tired of it. I rather that person find me overall and not me searching for one and it ends up being a disappointment. So for now, I'm not interested in an online or a real life relationship because I need to focus on me mostly. Now a love interest isn't out of the question but to jump into a relationship, no. I need to know the person who finds me is going to be right for me. I'm done searching for "the one".
So with that said, I think I'll call this journal a wrap. Again, I am barely on deviantART and only here to favs work every now and then, read a few journals and status updates and on some occasions leave a comment or two. I am more active on fur affinity but to a certain degree. Facebook and messenger are my somewhat go to if you want to chat with me. Twitter is meh. Discord is in between. I am mostly gaming on mobile but will play Smash Bros. and Panel de Pon online when I'm not bored or tired from work. I keep coming super close to being in Elite Smash with either King K. Rool or the Mii Brawler (which is a Bowsette Mii and yes I still love Bowsette and screw the Bowsette haters lol).
Okay I am done with this journal. So bye for now. Comment if you want to and I'll try and respond when I have the time. If not, thanks for reading this and hope you all have a good day
Life Update
So November 3rd, I'll be entering 3 years at my job at Goodwill and boy oh boy... so many changes... so many people coming and going within months... I mean, it's just a mess up there but I'm still there holding strong on the account that I'm now a team leader in the donation attendant department. Now alot of people would say "I should be a manager" there but I didn't want to take that position as it was not only the fact that managers would quit or get fired left and right but it's just that I had seen this movie before and I have lived it before too back in my GC Services days. I changed positions and problems started to mount on me where I was in so much trouble and had severe depression and losing friends and girlfriends left and right. So no, I'm comfortable where I'm at now and i want to stay in that position until due time.
Speaking of girlfriends, Ashley ( a.k.a.
Cerise-Omega987 ) and I are still together [not that most people really give a damn about it because of reasons and respectfully i understand] and its been honestly great and stable although we have run into a few issues but overcame them together. Ashley and I have been thinking about moving in together sometime around Summer 2020 at the latest. Now that could all change because she's in jobcorp and I'm doing very well at my job and its something we both want but it's just been difficult with our respected personal issues outside our relationship. I have spoke to her mother every now and then and she really wants me down there in Arizona to live there and its something I would like to do. So it's in the works and we will see what the future holds but yeah... that's where we are at right now.I am still gaming alot as well. I have won a few Smash Tourneys and mostly come up as a runner up or second place in others. Been playing Puzzle & Dragons for well over 1300+ days in a row. Gave up on WWE CHAMPIONS for a bit but came back and now up there with some of the best players.
My family is doing well for the most part.
And I think that's it to say unless I forget something but yeah... that's my life up to date for those who care. I may not respond to comnents (if i get any) right away or maybe within a week to a month but know that life has been better for me and im hoping it stays that way.
Anyways, I'm done and I'm out. See you guys again soon. Bye!
New Group Made Immediately
So if you still have old Wendy O. Koopa pics you want to re-submit and new ones, submit them there.
I know its last minute and all but I've been busy with other stuff outside dA and to now have this on my plate is really taking a somewhat emotional toll on me but I must remain strong despite that.
Good news my account hasn't been hack other than the old club and I'm hoping things get better.
Again sorry for the inconvenience and sorry for letting this happened. I will try and be more active and well aware of situations like this during my busy schedule. You guys got any questions or comments, feel free to note me or write them here and I'll try and get to them asap.
Thanks and again I am sorry about all of this.
The Wendy-O-Koopa-Club has been HACKED
Now I don't want to make any assumptions on who is behind the hack and why he/she/it/they decided to choose that club as probably a sign to get back at me.
I don't know who these co-founders are that are apparently now running the group but rest assured that this matter will be taken care of as soon as possible (ASAP) which includes the result of shutting the whole darn thing down and just start over again.
I want to send my serious apologies to those affected by this sick act and this issued will be resolved immediately.
Refocusing on My Life
There's a certain someone who just don't know when to leave me alone, leave my ex alone, leave anybody close to me alone because of his/her sick and twisted obsession and huge hate boner over me.
This is why I'm hardly even on here. I know I made a lot of people upset at me for what I've done. I admitted my mistakes and even apologize for the hurt I cause and some has forgiven me and others not much and I understand. I don't expect people to just forgive me all the way through. I got blocked by people, I got threatening message from certain people to leave them alone altogether, I even said if you guys can't stand me, avoid me and move on with your lives and don't worry about me... I SAID THOSE WORDS!!!! BUT yet there is just that one person who just can't let it go. Who just loves to stalk me outside of dA and go as far as to find my accounts outside of dA and then goes to tell my friends about it. Your hate for me has no bounds, does It? It's like your mission is to destroy me after I had already hit rock bottom once in my life for 4 long years and i promise myself to not go through that again. You know who you are and I'm sorry I even met you. My ex told me to avoid you when she was having her issues with you but I didn't listen to her... another reason why she left me because I DIDNT FUCKING LISTEN TO HER!!!! I regret ever meeting you.
This needs to end. I'm going to continue outside of dA and other social media platforms to focus on myself and my life and what I want to accomplish before I leave this world. You can continued to bring up my past and chew on that same hate boner you have for me until it's dry out. I have a life outside all of this... what about you?